What if we were thoughts ... I mean just thought processes

You know what? I don't waa hide this anymore. I don't really like humans. because they'ire irrational. And that makes them complicated. I don't like them because they make life so confusing. I mean, not everyeone, but the great majority of humans are irrational by nature. And whenever I tell them this -and yes, a retarted person like me would tell a group of people he doesn't like them, hoping they will understand- they reply "... but emotions are what makes humans great. what makes life worthwhile. What makes life beautiful". And I think, hell yeah. I clearly see that beauty everywhere. And I dont' just mean hate crimes, religious wars, racial descriminations, or other unequalities. Just take one kind-hearted gool-willed well-bred tree-hugger sociable smart swedish girl. I hate the fact that if some well-maered kind intelligent agreeable likable guy who has a crush on her, reveals this crush too early, before she's started to like him back, she won't like him back. She might even hesitate ... the guy is really not bad ... but he doesn't play by the rulls of the game, so he's out.

The rest of this post is some uncomprehensible rant that I'm not sure I understand it or not. But I post it anyway.

It's that sublte but also stupid ueccessary confusing ellement of humans that I hate. It makes me nervous, confused, perplexed, baffled. I'd rather live on an island and everyday spend five hours searching for food than buying stuff from supermarket nextdoor if I have to encounter someone who might make me feel this way. I don't know if birds or lizards or turtles live this way or not, but they certainly don't make my life complicated as humans.

And don't take me wrong, I think I'm an awefully emotinal human as well. Not maybe in the conventional way, I don't feel exactly the same as them, but the fact that I'm so unstable is something very irrational. So it must be some strange emotion. But you know what. I'd be very happy living on a planet without other irrational beings. Then I'd be the only irrational one. at least.

And yet another sterotypical response I get is, so what? we'll be as boring as fuck. and my response is, no we won't. Aren't stars or volcanos still beautiful to watch? Won't it be cool to rest in a hot spring in winter? Cherry doesn't need to taste bad either. These things are not neccesarily bound to us being irrational. Having sex can be tons of fun, Pleasures are not necessasry included in emotions. Ok we won't be able to date. I don't care. Instead we can talk about what we've thought in the last ten days, what we are curious about. And curiosity is our urge to find out more. It cam be a pleasure another pleasure for these ultrarational beings. You see, we'd be this thinking machines who need to thrive. The more they know, the better they know, the happier they get. Not maybe exactly happy, but something good. They get satisfied. Whatever.